Do you ever feel like you're just wandering along? Down whatever road life has plopped you on? I feel a lot like that today. I don't think that I chose this path - it's merely the result of previous decisions or mistakes I have made. I'm fairly certain this road has no definite purpose and therefore, neither do I right now. And as depressing as that sounds, it's more frustrating to feel this way - like I'm torn in a million different directions, unsure of who I am or what I want to become.
There are a few things I'm very sure of - I'm very blessed to have my family and my health. There are so many others who are ill or alone. I feel like I have some talents in different areas, but how to harness them and get them to work together? I've too many interests and not enough time . . . . quilting, photography, genealogy. . . I love them all! And those are just the major ones!
I feel like I'm on the brink of something big and how the next few years go will determine what path my life will take. I so want to get this right!
I'm so sorry for throwing this little pity party - I certainly don't mean to drag anyone else down, but I just needed to vent a little. Maybe soon I'll chose the right door or the right tunnel and take off running! Pray for me!
Your post...I could have written it myself, word for word! Don't apologize for throwing a pity party; your words made me feel better -- now I know I'm not the only one to feel this way! : )
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